Afternoons make me nervous. I don’t know why. Ever since I had kids they make me twitchy. Edgy. It’s the impending darkness that looms, the unknown of the night ahead, of what’s in store for you. I remember in those first few weeks with my first babe I dreaded them. They physically made me sick…the evening ahead was like a noose slowly tightening around my neck…the feeding, the suffocation…eeeew.