Trip to doctor revealed that babe has backed it up OUT of the birth canal and I am where I was 2/3 weeks ago now. It has also tuned posterior so all limbs now facing out.
Am beyond disappointed. Frustrated. What other words could I use? Can’t even be bothered to think of them.
I know there is NOTHING I can do about this, so it is pointless feeling like a failure, or useless, or anything, because it is what it is. But still there are tears I can tell you. Tears round these parts this morning.
And her final words? Aim for the end of NEXT week and if it comes before then it’s a bonus. Yeah. A bonus. OK.
Le Sigh indeed.